The Journey


You never wanted to actually admit that I really did love you because you couldn’t stomach the thought of being responsible for my heart. I see that now. But it’s too late. As I spiral out of control & lose who I was & find the darkness of the night.




You trained me well.

Broken like the wild animal I was.

You trained me to love you

to make you happy on your terms.

Yes master

anything for master.

But master’s gone

no where to be found.

What do I do now?

How do I know how to feel without the perfect formula to create a balance.

Master is gone

No where to be found

and Daisy is left

No where to go.


Just living is not enough.

One must have sunshine


& a little flower


She walks the sidewalks with confidence.

The wind breathes past & through her

but she doesn’t feel it

She doesn’t feel anything




Count the steps to focus on what’s real




Keep walking

Keep breathing

Don’t let them know you’re just a shell of a woman.

If you keep walking

with you head held high

the illusion will stay pristine.

Don’t let them know.

Soon you’ll walk far away & leave it all behind.


The silence is deafening.

The darkness captures my body.

I lay there & I can’t escape my thoughts.

Your smell is on my sheets–

Your side of the bed is cold–

where’d you go?

You left some time ago but I didn’t notice

You were here but you were gone.

Was I filling a void for you

Were you filling a void for me?

There’s an emptiness…

in my home

in my mind

my body.

You took too much with you when you left.

& I’m no longer here

Let the darkness take me.

I can’t be here anymore


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